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(i’m not your)broadway baby.

Posted By on August 30, 2010 in Thoughts and Feelings | 17 comments

He used to call me his broadway baby and I didn’t like the way that sounded. Because the alliteration annoyed me and also, I was only doing a Broadway tour, mind you, and I didn’t want to pretend otherwise.

He wrote me a half of a song once. Half of a song. That about sums it up because he never did finish it. Also, the words “broadway baby” were in the chorus. I would suggest a change, something that sounded a little less cliche, perhaps, but it was his song. Or rather, his half of a song.

He recently told me that he found a box of cards that people had written to me, stashed away in some corner of the house he still lives in. He asked me if I wanted those cards. I remembered that I am me, that I love words, that a card is a special and dear thing, so I said, “Um, yeah.” And then he told me that he would make sure there were no cards in the box from him.  There was a pause in the conversation then, with that last phrase, “cards…from him…” hanging in the air between us. “I know I wasn’t very good at giving you cards,” he finally said. And then I laughed. I burst out into laughter like he was Jim Gaffigan, a standup comic that actually makes me laugh, because not many do.

And he listened to my laughter and amended his remark to, “I know I wasn’t very good at giving you cards, among other things.”

And all I could do was agree.

Because no, he wasn’t very good at giving me cards, but that is maybe close to the bottom of a very long list of things he wasn’t very good at when it came to me.

And he never did finish that song.

And now I no longer want him to.

17 Comments

    • jessica August 31, 2010

      yes!
      hooooooot pockets, indeed.

      (what does that mean, again?)

      • Mandy August 31, 2010

        Well, when I look at it again, it looks like “Hoot pockets.” Which is not the joke at all, but Jim Gaffigan has a very funny “Hot Pockets” bit. Have you not seen it? He’s brilliant. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nu-dLUJzsW8

        • jessica August 31, 2010

          ohhhhh!
          hahahahahahahahahahaha.
          yes, HOT POCKETS!!!
          got it now.
          and yes, I love that bit.

          CALIENTE POCKETS!

          • Mandy August 31, 2010

            Hahaha.

          • peaj September 2, 2010

            “You have a gift, my friend.”

        • jessica September 2, 2010

          lol, peaj.

  1. jason August 31, 2010

    It’s pretty breathtaking how much better off you are.

    • jessica August 31, 2010

      I can hardly explain how grateful I am, but I will certainly try.
      over and over again, I will try.

  2. sarah August 31, 2010

    sooo true what Jason said….

    • jessica August 31, 2010

      jase has a way of seeing truth.
      and then writing it down.
      he should maybe be a writer or something.
      naw, that’s crazy…;-)

  3. Rachel August 31, 2010

    Jim Gaffigan=funny. “I mean, that was good, but not as good as your ‘By Mennen.’”

    • jessica August 31, 2010

      hahahaha love it.

  4. emily August 31, 2010

    I am laughing so hard that I started crying actual tears, and then my eyes started burning, so the laughing stopped… anyway. hot pockets. I love it.

    • jessica August 31, 2010

      oh eye-burning laughter is always a good place to draw the line…and emily, had you heard jim gaffigan before?

  5. peaj September 2, 2010

    You’re worth a whole song. Even two.

    • jessica September 2, 2010

      (smiles)
      and thanks.

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